Saturday, March 24, 2007
12:07 AM
Friday, 23rd March 2007.

Again, I met up with og7, but this time in Ikea. Because of the tiresome monthly business, my head throbs, my body aches, and I developed a slight fever. But! Somehow, the presence of my og later made me feel alot better, like they're my medicine, or even relaxation therapy. My og works wonders :))

Still couldnt get over Abel's new hair. Laugh was all i could do.

Anyway, I returned to St.margs for my Guides' AE. It was when I saw Angel and Gen then I realized how bloody much I miss them. Seeing them in their SA uniform and me in AC's, it finally dawned on me that we're now stepping into our different paths. My heart gave sudden jolts of pain, and my eyes stung.

It didnt help when they said "Haha, our uniform is the nicest", cuz it just made it all the more obvious that I'm no longer part of their new lives. I thought about Cheryl and Jesslyn, and I felt outright devastated. Seems like I'm the only one amongst the 4 of us who'll feel this way, cuz the fact is that i'm the only one who's no longer in SA.

Soon, I wont be able to cam whore with Angel on a weekly basis even when all the pictures we take will look the same (Me on the left, Angel on the right, Classic smile). Looking at the pictures I just took with her tonight, and seeing us in diff uniforms, it just doesnt seem right.

Being naive and hopeful as I may be, I just pray that we'll be talking and laughing together 10,20, 50 years down the road.

BFF, best friends forever, that's what we are.

Is that only my wishful thinking?



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