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Thursday, April 12, 2007
4:59 PM There's 3 computers in the house, 2 of them hav internet connection a one doesnt... MINE!!! it's like the frigging newest and fastest amongst all and now it's doing this to me. Plus, we're all sharing the same connection so there's absolutely no reason that the other 2 can and mine cant, other than the reason that my comp's fucked up. -------- Haha anyway I'm SO desperate to blog I just decided to use my bro's ancient and slow computer. Actually I'm quite pleasantly surprised with myself, that I actually have the urge to blog. The only conclusion that I can come up with to explain this phenomenon is that I want to know wad's going on in my frens' lives and want them to know about mine. To me, blogging is pretty much pointless if nobody's reading it (which is also why i REALLY like ppl to tag my blog. I LOVE TAGS :D). Now that we're in different schools, we start to have less common topics, and that is a big killer when it comes to relationships. I want to read all my frens' blogs and find out wad's going on in their lives. At least, I hope that by doing that, I'll be able to find common topics to talk about with them, like how nessa cant get over that tomato field multiple cropping thing and keeps talking about it. Perhaps, just perhaps, that in this way, I can retain our relationships for just a little while longer, no matter how minimal it may be. -------- By the way, I wanna thank everyone who tags my blog for the past few days. They really made my day, i laughed like crap :)) -------- I went back to SA yest to watch a rugby match against CJ. It felt SO good to be back agn. Nessa said that she dont really miss the place, it's just the ppl she miss so bad. But I plead to differ. Somehow I just really miss that whole building as well. I think it's just cuz, that place brings back SO much memories, good memories, for me. When poeple say that picture speaks a thousand words, they really do. Just by looking at the picture of the SA building on the school handbook, it just totally brings me back to that place, those times. That picture can probably make me hear abel saying the word "fuck" a thousand times too. I think that in SA, the saturation point of memories would be the beloved mattress. Yest, Nessa and I would repeatedly run, jump and plonk onto it without ever getting tired (maybe a bit nausea in the stomach, but we wont get sick of it). The moment we land on it, we started giggling and laughing, rolling ard like some pyschos. It just felt SO good, lyin down there, staring at that particular ceiling and feel the breeze on my skin. AC is not such a windy place as compared to SA. Standing at any point of SA's gallery, you can just feel the wind, the wind, the wind. It's the greatest place ever. This brings me to think about SA's statement: "No one is here by chance." I dont know, but that sentence means a lot to me. Jumping back to the rugby match, CJ was thrashed by SA badly. It was a really interesting game :) Hmm and halfway through the match, we switched to the other side of the gallery, and I SAW MR SOH!!! Gawd haha i think a have a crush on him!! whoo mr soh rocks :D but anyway that's not the point. I talked to him, and he asked me how's AC. I told him it's kinda bad, cant bring myself to like that place blah blah and he said this one sentence which made me think and think. "In any case, now that you're in AC, you gotta put in your 100%, to open up your heart and give yourself chance to fall in love with that school." At that point of time, all I could do was smile gingerly, nod and say "ok". Deep down inside I was thinking that I dont suppose it'll be at all possible. I'm so self-absorbed in my own pitiful sorrow that I sometimes hate myself for being like that. Now, sitting in front of the comp, I start thinking again, of that sentence Mr Soh told me. I understand that honestly there's nth much I can do except to try to like it in AC. But I have yet to sort out my feelings. That sentence just keeps reverberating in my mind, and I dont know why either. -------- After the rugby match, we went to macs to eat. Personally, I hate being split into groups when we go for og outings. As in, obviously I love the ppl I sit with, but it just makes the outing pointless if we dont get to talk together. Seeing everyone engrossed in their own conversations, I feel that it's just so wrong. Fortunately, after eating at macs, we headed over to the hdb playground opposite. Had alot of fun climbing the webbie thing :)) After that we all just lay down and talk and sing and stuff like that. Although it was exactly what I would call a comfortable position to lie in, it felt REALLY nice to be with them like that. -------- Before I end off, I want to thank Nessa for tons of things. On International friendship day, she gave me a milo bar and a note. I read it during bio lecture and smiled to myself like some goon. It was a really lovely note :) Also, I feel really grateful, when she told me that I could always hang out with her class during common breaks. At first I wonder if her classmates would find me weird and stuff, but she cleared my doubts. NESSA! I LOVE YOU TONS IF YOU DIDNT KNOW, AND I WANT TO THANK GOD THAT YOU'RE IN AC WITH ME :D -------- Colleen, I hope you and your that friend is ok alr!! Dont be too troubled over it ya? Cheer up :)) You gotta climb that thing with us next time ok? Haha! -------- LL!! I'm so angry that I lost your "vun, too, vuwi, vour" voice msg. That's like my top favourtie ok!!!! -------- Hey I'm sorry ya, but I gotta go. I'm being deemed lazy and everything by my brother cuz I've spent some time blogging and not studying. Fuck. I still hav stuff to say, but I'll continue next time! -------- [jaN3___*] |
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