Tuesday, May 8, 2007
10:23 PM
It's emotion taking me over.

Emoooooo.

I realized, people who are dear to me can affect me really easily by just the things they say or do. The disappointment you get from them when they let you down is different from that gotten from a random acquaintance. It's like, your whole happy day, cheerful mood, can just be spoilt in a an instant. I suppose it implies that they mean a lot to you, which is a good thing, but feeling dejected and forlorn is not exactly a thing I'd clap and cheer for.

I guess I didn't take into consideration that people have different piorities. Even if you put them at the top place, it might not be mutual. You thought they'd be like you, ranking it as the all time favourite, prefering to do it above other things any time. You are not blaming them for not feeling the same way, but that tinge of hurt and disappointment is inevitable.

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Today was well spent, breakfast with nessa, talking with chua during lunch break and math lec, bridging with nessa, jess, chuen yuen, desmond and ah chua at the bleachers, laughing tons and bridging tons with victor, jess, nessa, abel, timo, and other friends.

We're like bridge maniacs or something, clinching onto almost every chance we have to bridge. Even on the bus. We would just open the box file, and start giving out cards on the bus. I remembered laughing alot alot today, but I just cant really seem to recall what they were about. I think I'm feeling to moody to rmb the happy stuff that happened today, which is a pity :(

Oh but there IS one thing which I definitely can rmb, one that made me extremely EXTREMELY exultant. LL AND AH CHUA is going back to HK with me this june holiday!! Omg I like, still cant believe it. Both of them are going to live in my room in hk for a week, and shop till we drop! I am on cloud nine, and it's a blissful and wonderful place :D

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Victor is trying to act as if he's not related to us, but not being very effective!


SBS 9563 :D


Look at Victor's face... then look at the following picture.


Say "NO" to Victor, erm I mean, say "NO" to breadface!


Abel you're so handsome.

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Kane sent me a few photos the other day, and I'm loving every minute of staring at them. The pictures make me feel absurdly blessed and contented.

It has been LONG since we've done that.


Those were the days huh :)


The beloved CC <3>

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