Saturday, May 5, 2007
12:08 PM
Lives that nobody really care about.

Well today's a wacky day. Yesterday night, I made all these plans for today, that is:
1. Have breakfast with cheryl jess and angel
2. Have lunch out with my family (which we havent done so for like months.)
3. Go to Stephanie's house to complete GPP

So i slept at 1.30 after blogging, and set my alarm to 7.30 (given we were supposed to meet at macs at 8.30). The next morning, when the alarm went off, I saw a msg on my hp:

jess: eh can we postpone breakfast to next week. Meeting for 2 hours only like no point.

Well it was kinda a bit of a late notice, and the words "no point" kinda stings. Still, I'm quite grateful to get back to sleep, away from that massive headache. Then, at 8 plus, I received another msg from stephanie saying : "Huh, tmr? It's sunday."

Guess i totally forgot we said to meet on sunday instead of saturday. Then when I woke up, my family's about to go out for a jog in MacRitchie reservior. Lunch's gotta wait then.

So I ended up with absolutely nothing to do at home. That explains why I'm bloggin again. It's just this weird feeling you get when you thought you have everything under control but still nothing turns out right. Frustrating.

Haha that reminds me of how John always say "I am controlling the game" during OG soccer matches, but actually he's just standing around with a blur face.

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After reading Sucheng's blog, I suddenly realize I'm not the only person who feels that way. To think about it, I suppose everyone will feel the same way. We get really happy when our names are mentioned in other ppl's blogs :))

It's just, when you read about their day, you see them talk about their new classes, stupid school work, the fun they had, and suddenly you saw your name there. There's this sense of satisfaction, assurance that hey, we did something that make them feel like it's worth penning. Going down the archives, you know that somewhere, some time ago, you made a difference to their lives, and became part of their memories.

[jaN3___*]

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