Friday, June 22, 2007
10:05 PM
Ow, it hurts.

What am I doing.

It seems like I'm starting to lose touch with everyone I know. I was doing this song quiz thing copied from timo's blog, when there's this question "What do you think of your besties?", and the song that popped out from iTunes was "part of your world", Little Mermaid OST.

Then I thought, but which part? Where are they now? Right smack in the centre, or way out at the skirts of my world?

I love being in the centre of attention, being noticed by friends, knowing that I'm always surrounded by them, and never lonely. In the past, I hardly ever lack that sort of happiness. Laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh. But now I stopped. It scares me, that people might be slowly forgetting about me. The significance of a person to another is determined by the things they went through together, the memories they had. But memories dont often last as long as you thought they would. Eventually, they start to fade, and become stale. I used to be so happy, but seems like my life is heading for a downfall.

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My brother said if I fail my term exams, I'll have to stop blogging.

Bye Bye blogger.

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My glasses snapped into half. I dont even know how it happened. I put it on, and it broke. Like, the bridge between the 2 lens just broke. I've been wearing my contacts lens since the time I woke up. Freak.

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I straightened my hair yesterday. It's flat and ugly now (it always does, the fugly period I have to endure before it becomes more natural). And I'm not allowed to wash my hair for 2 days. Freak some more.

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I've been having really weird dreams lately. Today, I dreamt that Nessa and Godwin are getting married, and Godwin came over and ask me "Ey, why are you wearing Nessa's ripples slippers."

Then, another day, I dreamt that Jess forgot my name and called me "the who". Then, she told me that nessa's a lesbian and I was like "whao cooool!"

Also, a day back, I dreamt that LL, ah chua and I were allowed to go back to HK for another 3 more days, and we were like super excited. I vividly rmb telling LL "this time, I WILL get that dress, and nobody's gonna stop me."

Then, as the HK dream continues, I was already in HK. It was winter, and I was alone in the shopping centre beside my dad's restaurant. Suddenly, Desmond (yes ah chua, that desmond that you and I know) appeared, and somehow he was even shorter than normal, like, the size of an average 5 years old. I was like staring down and him and obviously wondering why in the world is he SO short, when he starts to get mad at me, like as if I was being really obvious about what I was thinking of. Then, his whole family appeared (though I have no idea how his family really looks like in reality). He introduced me to his many many sisters, 5 if I'm not wrong, and a baby brother, who's fat and taller than desmond himself. Desmond was like "hug him, he's called round." And round jumped on me, and boy he sure was round and fat. Then, I turned around and there's this mini stage set up outside the shopping mall, and desmond's five sister was on it, dancing to "Girlfriend" by Avril Lavigne.

Are those dreams weird or what.

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Anyway this is the song quiz I was talking about just now.

RULES:1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the nextbutton to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!

If someone says ''is this okay?'' you say?
Anything, JoJo (Haha)

What would best describe your personality?
Stand by me, Ben E King and the Drifters

What do you like in a guy/girl?
The Right Man, Christina Agiler (Err…)

How do you feel today?
That thing you do, The Wonders

What is your life's purpose?
Cant leave him alone, Ciara

What is your motto?
Here I come, Fergie

What do your friends think of you?
Jenny From the block, J.Lo (WHO IS JENNY, IS SHE PRETTY??)

What do you think of your parents?
Where’d you go, Fort Minor (whao creepyyy)

What do you think about very often?
First Love, Utada Hikaru (I DONT)

What do you think of your besties?
Part of your world, Little Mermaid OST (OMG)

What do you think of the person you like?
Note to God, JoJo

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Hips Don’t Lie, Shakira

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Forbidden Love, S.E.N.S (WTH, this is like freaky)

What do your parents think of you?
Don’t Love you no more, Craig David (HAHA WTH!!!)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
All the small thing, Blink 182

What will they play at your funeral?
Stab My Back, Move Along (whao am I gonna die with hate)

What is your hobby/interest?
A Public affair, Jessica Simpson (HAHA this is rubbish)

What is your biggest fear?
White Shadows, Coldplay (Hmm.)

What do you think of your friends?
Luxurious, Gwen Stephani (Haha they’ll slap me)

What song will be the subject when you repost?
Daughters, John Mayer

Cool huh? Go do it, it's fun :))

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Pictures time :DDD

Some of the many zoo pictures I took, at the zoo.


Ohh unglammm LL!! Haha :D

It was the baboons I think. Or was the the spiky killer looking plant?

Ahh the ever tempting but effing expensive snacks booth.



Come out Orang, Utan utan!


And we still tried to get on the tram without buying any tickets.


I'm always taking random shots which I personally think are even better than "I know we're taking pictures" shots.

Ahh everyone's happy :D


No LL, I'm not stalking you, go away.

Think no more LL, I'm stalking you.


Hello darlings :))


AHH SUCHENG!! HAHA CUTE :DDDD

Island creamery icecreams are the BEST <3


PIMP!!

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