Wednesday, July 25, 2007
9:18 PM
Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes;
How do you measure, measure a year?

I am getting older by the day. For some reason, time seems to pass at breakneck speed. One day after another, one week after another, one MONTH after another. Is it just that my memory's getting better, or is time really passing by too quickly for me to register. We're almost stepping into August, and to think the day I stepped into AC's already a whole four months ago.

Is four months a long long period of time? I always question myself, why in the world am I taking so long to adapt. Wait, I think I've adapted, but, why in the world am I taking so long to fall in love with AC? P.S I have yet to done so.

True, I have friends, great friends in AC. However, I'm still not waking up each morning without dreading going to school. I see my friends saying: "Oh God... I hate school too. So much fucking work to do. The only thing that keeps me going, the sole reason why I WANT to go to school, is to see all my classmates and friends."

Hmm...

I'm not saying I dont love my friends in AC. I have people in there who're keeping me going, people like Nessa, Jess, Ah Chua, Si Meng, and their awesome lovely classmates. I'm growing to like my classmates more, esp Sylvie. But thing is, I had something so much better, everything seems bland now. I must again stress that, I really really love some people in AC, they're probably the people that's keeping me from breaking down time and again. I dont know how to express myself properly... it's just... Arghh. Forget it.

I'm making myself frustrated and upset and I think I should stop.

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