Saturday, November 3, 2007
3:26 PM

AH CHUA :D

Is this random or what. Haha I went to read ah chua's blog just now (WHICH I HAVE NO IDEA IT'S OPEN TO PUBLIC AGAIN) and again realized how much of her life I've missed.

Just got this sudden urge to like like... blog about us.

We had been classmates since like sec 2. We were in the same clique for 2 years but was never very close. We talked quite a lot about those chim life thinking topics things cuz basically the 2 of us were the only people in the clique who does that. Haha :D

Other than that we're of rather different personalities. I like to do crazy stuff while she's very composed. It was only until we entered J1 together that we became close. I never expected it to turn out that way but it's a very pleasant experience :) I'm not sure if she's actually opening up to me, but I felt that I knew her a whole lot better than I did in St.Margs.

I suppose it all boils down to spending time together.

When I entered AC, I hated it there. Almost everything was horrible as compared to the first 3 months in SA (a very unfair judgement towards AC but I couldnt help it). I didnt have much friends, and with me being very very very afraid of loneliness, I seek company from ah chua.

Sounds selfish and self-centered huh? I think so too. But with all this time I spent with ah chua, I realized she's actually a great friend to be with. Not much of a havoc-creator, but an awesome company when you just feel like slacking and connect with mother nature and all that shit. Haha I'm not sure if I'm getting the point across but arghh, nevermind.

For the first few months, I constantly look for her during lectures, sit with her during assembly and all that sort. I made friends with come of her classmates whom I really like, like Simeng and qy. Although, there are some of her classmates who always makes me feel uncomfortable. Maybe it's just a normal reaction of people, having a stranger always barging into your class like she owns it, you put up a sort of resistive front.

Simply put, I felt EXTRA.

Sometimes it becomes really bad, and as the school year continues, I hardly ever sit with her and her class anymore. It's a pity really, cuz hi-bye friends equals not friends at all.

The trip with her to Hong Kong was a blast. We had a lot of fun and created awesome memories. Will it ever happen again in future?

I went to her old blog and realized there's a lot of things we did together that I almost forgot. Like this vivo guy. If I didnt read that entry, he's like non-existent to me.

There's a lot left to be discovered in this friendship but I dont know if I'll still have the chance to explore it.

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