Friday, February 1, 2008
3:52 PM I mean, I should blog about this right. Continue from where I left off in Nov 07. Spent about 10 days in Hong Kong last Dec holiday. I would have stayed there longer if it wasn't for my brother. The SIA hand-in-hand air tix are cheaper, but as the name suggests, at least 2 people have to travel together to enjoy this offer. As for the reason why my brother is in such a hurry, he specially went back to HK JUST to tailor make his prom night suit, and therefore have to fly back in time for his prom. Tsk tsk. We went through all the trouble to go over to China mainland to get his suit tailored, and it turned out... nevermind. As compared to the HK trip with LL and ah chua last june holiday, this one was really ummm... Well, for one thing, I am pretty much left on my own the whole time there. My friends in HK were having school, and nobody from Singapore could come with me. My mum was busy playing majong, and was apparently too tired to shop with me. It's not so fun to shop with my brother (I shan't go into details it's too taxing), so in the end, my brother and I were each given some money and off we went. At first, I was really uneasy about the whole shopping-alone-and-being-by-myself thing. I'm super afriad of being lonely. It's not that I cant walk home alone or stuff like that, it's more like being very self-conscious about spending time alone in public. Waiting for friends alone is fine, that is if I know I'm waiting for friends. I can sit in a restaurant alone, not order anything and just wait, but I cant sit in a restaurant and start eating by myself. Ughh, it's a complicated issue. Then again, I have no other choice but to go out on my own for those few days in HK. I mean, I cant let the whole trip go to waste just because I feel uncomfortable shopping alone, right? I need to stock up my wadrobe, and shopping in HK is gooood. So, went to the busy Mongkok cramped with people and shops and just about everything. After a while, when I started to get more immersed in shopping, it's not too bad to shop alone aftter all. I had all the time in the world to pick out clothes, no more waiting for friends to try on their clothes, no more hurrying and rushing due to complaints from impatient friends. What's not too cool still, is that nobody's around to give me comments or advices about my buys and buys-to-be. That was some accomplishment. Learnt to feel good about shopping alone. But I still cant get over that barrier of eating alone. I just cant. For the days I have to go out on my own, I have breakfast at home, then shop shop shop all the way until dinner time when I'll go to my dad's restaurant or home for it. When hunger really kicked me in the stomach, I'll buy some food to munch on the go, but still refuse to sit down and have a good meal. I just cant luh.
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