Monday, February 18, 2008
9:46 PM
Separation makes me cry like shit - Cheu Ping.

One more day till the end of PAE.

It's something about PAE that makes everyone be able to bond so quickly. NO WORK ALL PLAY. Considering that I've already experienced it once, I'd say days are not gonna be so happy anymore. But I'm prepared for it.

Me: "JC is like this one big shithole that everyone falls in (thinking it's heaven of some sort)."
Abel: "And which you can never climb out of."

Just bring it on man.

The only thing is, it's gonna be another round of goodbyes and separation. A few classmates hope to leave for better schools like NJ and HC (which I very much support, as long as it's the school YOU want to go, not one your parents want you to go). Some others are worried about not being able to come back here. Whatever it is, I hope all of you will go to the new school with an open heart. Don't try to hang on to the past so tightly, that you have no more room to like your new classmates and school. I did that and I suppose I tasted shit afterwards.

Rather then mourning in self pity and drowning yourself in tears, you may want to try to find your place of belonging in the new class instead. Friends really help, and it's best when they are around you more than half of the school curriculum time (i.e your classmates).

I depended a lot on my SA og mates to make me feel better when I went to AC. I spent almost zero time hanging out and getting to know my new classmates last year, and it just didn't help a single bit for my year later on, when your old friends start to have lesser time for you. I guess you just have to let go and make the best out of what you have around you. Everybody has been trying to tell me that since the beginning of JAE last year, but I realized just a little too late.

I hope I've brought my point across, for those who, fortunately or unfortunately, have to leave AC for another school, or redistributed to new classes. You are all my dearies, and I just wish all of you will be very very very happy in future. Please please know that, even though I may not always have the time to accompany you all, you should never have any restraints in coming to me to ask for a listening ear. I've been through a lot of these last year, and I knew I really needed a listening or even just a pat on the back, so I'm willing to give these to you all whenever you need them.

I love all of you 1sc6.
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