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Monday, March 31, 2008
8:43 PM THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS. I have never been so baffled by a person's behaviour before. You don't like me, yes, I understand that (I mean, same goes the other way round too), but to EXPRESS GLEE OVER SOMEONE'S MISERY!? "Jane's crying." "yay!" "Why would you say something like that?" "cuz I dont like her." That is WAY childish. I mean, that's not even NORMAL HUMAN REACTION. That is unless you HATE ME TO THE CORE, SO MUCH SO THAT YOU'LL JUMP WITH JOY EVERY TIME SOMEONE ACCIDENTALLY STEPPED ON MY FOOT OR SMTH. But I know you dont hate me, cuz WE BARELY EVEN SPOKE MORE THAN 10 WORDS TO EACH OTHER. I DONT GODDAMN KNOW YOU MAN. Which is why I'm wondering, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY "YAY" WHEN I'M CRYING OVER SMTH, WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN YOU WHO WERE INFLICTING THE PAIN? YOU'RE JUST BEING HAPPY WHEN SOMEBODY ELSE MAKES ME SAD, WHICH IS, OMG WHAT CAN I SAY. BITCHY??? I'm not out there to get you, you know. I'm not out there to make your life miserable, cuz number 1: I've got better things to do with my free time, and 2: I DONT KNOW YOU I DONT KNOW YOU I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU I DONT CARE SHIT ABOUT WHETHER YOU'RE HAPPY OR NOT WHAT THE FUCK I DONT KNOW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only reason why I talked about you, is because: I, am standing in a position whereby my good friend, HAD JUST RECENTLY BECAME YOUR BOYFRIEND, and I heard stuff about you. Not just from one person my dear, seems like quite a lot of people know about you and you dont exactly have an amazingly pretty reputation. IN OTHER WORDS, A LOT OF PEOPLE DISLIKE YOU BECAUSE OF PART (honestly I hope it's only PART of, not the whole of it) OF YOUR BITCHY PERSONALITY. Well yes, my friend is obviously smitten by you, and I believe you're nice to him and all. But with the things I heard, I personally was rather worried about him and this whole relationship with you. If this girl can be so horrible and mean to other people, how genuinely nice can she be to him? Okay, she might be nice to him for now, but what's gonna happen when she stops liking him? Worse still, what if he did something that displeases her and she have all these little secrets about him and exaggerates bout them? He can wave his reputation goodbye then. Which is why I talked to him and asked him to think twice. But whatever decision he makes is still entirely up to him. Did you ever hear me say anything like: "OMG SHE'S A SLUT SHE'S LIKE A DEVIL IN DISGUISE SHE MIGHT AS WELL BE WEARING HORNS ON HER HEAD, IF YOU GET TOGETHER WITH HER SHE'LL PULL YOU DOWN AND YOU'LL BOTH BE BURNING IN HELL. YOU SHOULD BREAK UP WITH HER IMMEDIATELY, BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP!!!" Uh uh no I didnt. Heard of MOVs and OPVs? He have MOV, I'm just giving him OPV. I showed him choices, I didn't frigging make the choice for him okay, what am I, his mama? NO. You have a well asked question dear girl: "who does she think she is?" I'm not his mum, but I'm his friend, which is why I'm watching his back on all the negative possibilities in his life's choices. If I AM his mother, I would've delved straight into his life, meddle into his privacy and command him to break up with you immediately. But do you see me doing that? I dont think so. So that should be clear, 1, I dont hate you girl, I just dont have a very good impression of you. I mean, you're not even POLITE. You didn't look me in the eyes when I talked to you and you talked back (never again was there a conversation between you and I after that), and you were HAPPY that I was hurt by somebody else. HELLO? WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS AND MORALS?? Ok and 2, I'm not some bitch who enjoys destroying someone's relationship and life (I've never even done anything to you, you know) for no reason, because all I was doing was looking out for my good friend. Lastly, I have NO WISH to be involved with this matter that concerns you and my friend anymore. I have said all the advices I wanted to tell him, and wherever he chooses to go (with or without you), I wont interfere anymore. He's big enough to make his own decisions, and if he believes it's the right one, the right one it is. In any case, it draining too much of my energy, getting all worked up over your immature and silly comments. You have NO idea how pissed I was with you when I heard how you were delighted over my pain. I mean, to a person you barely even know too. That just shows how well you were brought up. Uh uh, dont get me wrong, I'm not saying your parents did a bad job in your upbringing. But with the environment and the people you hang out with, things CAN go wrong sometimes. I dont know, you can go figure it out for yourself. If you're even thinking of changing, that is. If you're not, then that's just too bad. Because with that personality and attitude of yours, you're bringing yourself a whole lot of disadvantage in future (not counting the ones you already have presently). So once again, I'm not going to talk about you anymore (too perplexing and you're not worth the time). You'll be as good as invisible to me. And I BEG YOU, to treat me as non-existent too. That's the least you could do, if you want me out of this lovely and genuine relationship of yours. Good luck to you, AND of course, my good friend (your bf). Friday, March 28, 2008
10:29 PM Today would have been a very perfect day, if not for that fucker. I'm sorry to have to brand him with that word, cuz he's generally a very amusing, and a rather nice guy. But this time it was just too much. He is the world's most insensitive bastard. He let me down. He looked down on what is important to me, and think what he did was just no big deal. He betrayed my trust for him. I will never ever forgive him for what he did. I will eventually forget, but when I do remember, I'm still not going to forgive and say "it's all in the past, it's OK.", because it's just not OK. He can look serious as hell, and tell a big fat lie right into my face. Where are your morals, and why be so fucking irresponsible to only tell me on the day itself when you could have done so eons ago. To make things worse, you LET ME FIND OUT THAT YOU LIED TO ME. AND THEN YOU GRINNED, AND SAID "OOPS. HAHA." BUSTED,FUCKER. The moment you laughed when the secret's out, showed just how much you cared about a person's feelings. You think it's no biggie, right? You think you can just laugh and get away with it, right? Wrong. You're just downright despicable to think that way. Dont bother apologising now, You really need to start working on your sensitivity. Insert (29th Mar 08): In case you didn't know, what you did really was hurtful. It might be that your personality is just like that, but it doesnt justify anything to the things you have done. I think all the "he cant help it but be like that" is crap, because he most definitely CAN help it. It's not like it's an inborn defect or something. I mean, this is obviously not the first time the whole sensitivity issue has happened, right? How many lessons must be taught before you can actually learn? You will go on and on, until the person just snaps and blow in front of you, before you realize that you've gone too far. But by then, it'll be way too late for you to do anything. Sure, your apologies sounded sincere and convincing, but what the point if you're not going to apply the lesson learnt in future? Then it's just like you've never learnt anything at all. And that, will make you the biggest pain in the ass in existence. Thursday, March 27, 2008
9:50 PM I cant believe I actually found time to blog. The past few days had been crazy ones. I have never been so busy in my whole life. Well it's not that life sucks or anything (in fact I like it very much now), just that there always seem to be something to do!!! There's dance, there's cheerleading stuff, meetings, fun o rama prep.... even Saturdays arent spared. Oh wait I forgot to mention about school work, whichhhh, to be honest I havent really been giving a lot of time to. Everyday I reach home after 6, and I'm sick with sore throat and flu (I have blood in my phlegm it's gross. Like, lumps of blood, it's damn weird maybe I'm dying). I havent been spending a lot of time with my friends and family!!! Like like there's LL, I havent talked to her for like DAYS, and mind you that damn long. Same goes to nessa. I see nessa ard in school but it's so different we havent really sat down and spend time together like how we always did last time. I miss the 2 of them :( I think after Fun O Rama this saturday, and cheerleading on sports days, I'll be a lot more free. Okay I think I should start to manage my time properly so I can study as well. I dont want to choose to retain and end up like last year only with better CCA records!!! And LL I think I totally understand what you mean by like harmless remarks but ppl always think too much and take them the wrong way. It happens, dont think there's much we can do about it. It'll fade with time nobody's gonna dislike you forever just because you said a sentence :) Nessa I'm so proud of you you've been working so hard nowadays, what with your H3 and new CCA and stuff. Sit down relax and eat some chocolate when you feel PMS-sy! Maybe it's a like stress build up thing. But I believe you can do it!!! GO NESSA GO! Saturday, March 22, 2008
10:04 PM Now I cant stop dancing. Haha I am SO SO SO SO glad to join dance. You have no idea. And this is all thanks to... GODWIN TAN!!!! Haha I cant believe I'm actually writing a thank you post on him. But still, it's him that made everything happen. I have always always had this passion for dance (I was in Chinese Dance in my primary school in Hong Kong, and now that I looked back, my competition costume then was TERRIBLE. It's TERRIBLE. I WAS A FARMER. HAHAHA. The others were pumpkins. HAHAHA!), but after leaving primary school for Singapore, I did not join dance cuz I thought everyone needed ballet to enter. So this impression has always been with me. No guts to try out for secondary school's dance, and AC's Dance Society was totally out of the question. January's audition went by, then came March's. I have THOUGHT about going, but but but, well lots of buts were going through my mind. I told myself, OK, I'll put an appointment alarm to remind myself about dance audition next week. But on that day itself, I didn't even bring my change of attire to school. After dismissal, I just sat around and played bridge with my friends. After a while, I saw Godwin, who's in dance. Out of curiosity, I just went over and asked: "Hey Godwin, so how's dance audition like?" He told me briefly how it's going to be like, and asked if I wanted to try out. "Well yea, I kinda thought about it, but I think dont want la." Then surprisingly (yea, surprisingly), he started encouraging me. "Why! Just try la! If you dont you'll regret. Just try!" This went on for quite a bit, and it was a much needed boost for me. I thought, yea, if I dont try and dont find out how it's like, I'll regret it forever. So, I quickly went home to get my stuff, and went back to school for the audition. Good thing it starts late in the afternoon. ---------- I thought I didn't do all that well for the audition. I went home a little demoralized and discouraged, and the next day, I left Singapore for Thailand. For days during the holiday, I didn't receive any email from Janice, who's supposed to tell me if I got into dance. Then I was like, that's it. I didn't get in. End of story. But when I returned to Hong Kong from thailand and switched on my phone (thank goodness for auto-roaming), I received this message: "Hi Jane, this is cheryl from Dance. You got through but you didn't sign beside your name on the list, so I was wondering if you still wanted to join dance!" I was like, OH.MY.GOD. Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. Then, I was like, shit. How am I supposed to contact her?? It was nearly midnight and I'm on the car leaving from the airport. I was panicking, what if she thought I didn't want to join dance anymore cuz I didn't reply?? Ah then a little drama here and there but that's not really important cuz I just realized this post is supposed to be solely for showing my gratitude towards Godwin. Haha :D So here goes... GODWIN THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU REALLY HELPED AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THIS MEANT TO ME THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! Whee. Friday, March 21, 2008
10:28 PM These few days, whenever I ge to my blog, my posts and tagboard section will be compressed and squeezed to the left side of the screen. But after I refreshed it, it returns to normal. Why why why why why?? This is irritating. 10:08 PM Today's Good Friday, everyone's in town. Within a time span of 4 hours I actually saw 6 people I know. I was with Jia Lin, taking a bus to PS to meet Angel, Cheryl and Jess for lunch in Cathay. First I saw michelle, whom I havent seen since sec 4. But I was on the bus and couldnt say hi to her. She didn't really change haha. Then, I saw SUCHENG!!!!!!!! Haha I was in PS then I saw her with her bf. They look so cute together but that's mainly because she's cute. Haha I miss her tons. Next, I saw Rasmus (Or Rastus. I cant really differentiate between the two if they're not standing together). He was getting ready to participate in the rock climbing competition outisde PS. In Cathay's Nihon Sushi (their stuff are not bad considering that it's 99cents per plate), when we were walking towards our table, I saw Cheups. I missed her so much!!! We talked for a bit, then I said bye to continue walking to my table. Then, the table RIGHT NEXT TO CHEUP'S, I met Sylvia. I was like haha what the hell!? What kind of a coincidence is this what is wrong with today?? I felt damn amused. FINALLY, we managed to settle down and eat. I ate until I almost puked. I mean, how can anyone resist 99cents sushi. They're mighty cheap (and not bad too). After lunch, we waddled our way to the egames bar, and sat down to play bridge. Looking up, you'll see people sitting by the glass panes, and there they are, 2 random couples making out. A pair of couple were damn solid, they just kissed and kissed for goodness... 3 minutes or more? And they werent even like actively kissing. It was just one LONG LONG LONG stagnant kiss. Nobody moved and they stayed in that position for minutes. From the way we see it, it's almost like as if the guy's kissing a female dummie. Haha it was hilarious :D After disbanding, Jia and I walked to the bus stop to go home, and there I saw Christopher, my Primary school uhhh... lover. I cant call him a boyfriend that's really weird since we were primary six. We liked each other but then again we were so young nothing happened. Haha! Whao, all those people I saw... that makes a person from every school I ever went to in Singapore! Primary school christopher, sceondary school Michelle, SAJC OG sucheng, SAJC Rasmus/Rastus, ACJC 1sc4 Sylvia and ACJC 1sc6 Cheups. Haha so awesome. A small country can turn out to be quite interesting afterall :) Thursday, March 20, 2008
10:29 PM Arghh I still have a lot of things that I have to blog about, like the holidays and all that but I am very occupied and frustrated by what's on my mind now I just have to blog about this first. My blog posts were never in chronological order anyway. Okay. First, I think nowadays I've gone too far with my vulgarities and my very long middle finger. Somehow it's a very periodical thing. Last year with OG7 I was vulgar like nobody's business, then when I got into AC last year I toned down very much, it felt quite good. Suddenly, now with SC8 [Sure Can Fa(8)], all my vulgarities slipped out agn. It's just a very convenient companion word for every sentence you can make, and now that I started it wouldnt stop and they're pouring like the vomit when Lala ate too much cheese. Note to self: Why say "What the fuck?" when you can say "What the hell or what??"? Why laugh and point middle finger when someone is being lame, when you can laugh and smack him and say "what the hell or what??"? Why say "Fuck." when a minor error occurs when you can say "Crap" or "shucks" or "shit"? ------- Ah so I'll try my best to refrain from using too many "fuck"s when there's absolutely no need for "fuck"s. But I suppose I'll still use it when I'm REALLY REALLY angry. Friends please help me with this. ------- Now for the second, and which I think is a very important thing. I think I've gone too far in terrorising the young boys in my school. HAHA wait now with the vulgarities issue and this terrorising thing I sound like a freaking bully who goes around giving everyone a hard time. But anyway, back to the terrorising thing. For all my friends who know me well you'd know that I have this liking towards cute guys rite. Not just the looks cute type but the ah-you're-so-cute-I-wanna-pinch-your-face kind of cute too, right? Okay, so I have this kind of eye-candies all over school. Not really all over school just bout 3 of them, one of which is nathan which everyone already knows I'm crazy over. So, I'm rather open when it comes to expressing affection... Ok correction: I'm VERY open when it comes to expressing affection (towards girls especially I think my classmates can totally understand that). I'm not a desperate whore who goes around being a slut and tries to seduce guys or smth, cuz I'm not desperate in the first place. You just cant resist how cute someone is when they're totally your type, but you would very seldom dare to think about everything leading to a relationship cuz eye-candies are eye-candies. OK so that's one thing clarified but I dont even know if I'm making sense. Then, through my overly open expression of affection, I think I have scared quite a few of my eye-candies. Hold that, maybe I have scared ALL of my eye-candies. HAHA shit I sound like a loser. Well there's lester (ok he's not really my eye-candy but I just think he's really cute and amusing), who scurries away whenever I'm in view, mainly because I keep messing aroundd with him and said I'm gonna buy him over as human pet. But of course I wasnt serious, it was all in the name of fun. Next there's the twins. I asked them "Hey hey tell me truthfully k, are you scared of me?" "A little." HAHA I was like shit this is bad I really need to stop doing this kind of things and making boys feel traumatised. Lastly there's nathan, my most important eye-candy of all. I draw energy from him cuz the day always feels a bit better whenever I take a look at him. So I would be crushed if he were to hate me or anth. I might have gone too far in scaring him with all my jokes as well (which, sometimes can make me sound like a crazy sick bitch who's also a pedophile.). I would never want him to feel sexually harassed and emotionally and mentally distressed. JANE WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME!? So, I'm going to stop all these nonsense. My own fun and laugh might be someone else's distress and trauma. -------- Two huge steps I'm taking tonight, changes for the better. You can do it Jane! Tuesday, March 11, 2008
11:49 AM Ahh thanks nessa and LL and colleeny darling I feel much better today. Haha :D COLLEEN YOU WENT FOR HAIR EXTENSION ALR??? I WANNA SEE!!! Anyway haha LL, you know what my mum calls you now? KK. HAHAHAHA. It used to be AA, right, but I think KK sounds so much nicer. Let's just change your name to KK from now onwards la. Oh oh i forgot to say, but I finally saw a chio transv in thailand, just before I left for the airport. Haha she's HOT mannnn!!! My brother said this transv kept eyeing him, making eye contact and all that shit. HAHA! Sorry for being so vulgar yesterday i was really upset. Haha I re read that post just now and boy I sounded pissed. Well not any more!! Hopefully this 7 buffer days would allow my hair to become more natural looking, and by the time I return to singapore and see everyone I wont be looking like a pile of shit :D And charis girlfriend!! Yes I dont mind you signing me up for that ndp cheer thing, but I just hope it's not too taxing and time consuming. AND YAH THE NATHAN IN YOUR CLIQUE. Haha :DDDD Monday, March 10, 2008
8:07 PM seriously, nth is going right today. even this keyboard i'm using right now is screwed up. 5 frigging letters are gone. i have to press on the sensor super hard to get the letter going and one of them is S. JUST COUNT HOW MANY S(s) i've alr typed. ah LL, i cant find your camera. I've asked ard but for some reason all of the stores dont sell that cam. ah chua, i cant find your cardigan!! only one of them ends half way down your torso, and it's FUGLY. so do you want a normal cardigan instead? well as i was saying tdy really sucked. in every way possible. ok retail therapy helped, but then agn i din get to do a lot of good shopping. I think i'll try my luck in china. and then agn MY LUCK IS GONE THE MOMENT I CUT MY FUCKING ASS HAIR. :( 2:10 PM MY HAIR MY HAIR MY HAIR IT'S FUCKING SCREWED I'M FEELING SO WORKED UP OVER THIS I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY FUCKING PISSED I THINK IT'S THE FIRST TIME I FEEL SO PISSED I EVEN WALK AND FEEL LIKE STOMPING AND I JUST FEEL SO PISSED. REALLY, SOMEBODY COMFORT ME!!!! Damn I sound like a fucking spoilt bimbo wth. I'm really upset. over everything. It's so screwed. I was so close to stabbing everyone in that hair salon. Okay so to get rid of my PFF (FUCK PFF WHY AM I BORN WITH PF FUCK) I went to rebond my hair, right? I mean, i've been doing it since goodness knows how long ago I werent expecting anth bad to happen to my hair BUT IT DID. i dont know how to explain how shit my hair is right now you just have to see for yourself. And to ensure your own safety, I highly encourage that you do not laugh or eee or make any noise about how shitty it looks just comfort me. I dont know what I will do I'm really unstable right now. Okay bye. Sunday, March 9, 2008
1:20 PM Haha that guy behind me decided to be nice and let me continue with this. Uhh is that we can only check a lvl results in sch or smth I cant seem to find anth on moe website, nor the school website. Hmm. Whao and my brother's hard core mugging (Motto: NO PAIN NO GAIN. Haha inside joke) finally paid off. 4 A for his 4 H2 mannn!! Haha good job bro. I din get to do a lot of shopping in thailand myself. Actually i shdn't really be wasting time on this ahha i only got another 6 mins left. Now what do i have to say?? Ah cheups why are u only coming on thurs I want to go shopping with you!! hrrr :( Okay so if you're really coming I'll tell you where to shop for rather cheap stuff la. It's this place in mongkok called "mongkok ZHONG SUM". I dunno hwo to say this but just ask ard most of the ppl shd know. regi you look cute in anth who cares haha :D ok i really cant think of anth more to say for now but i might just rmb smth important later so i'l just come back and blog later haha i cant stop typing this is really addictive what the hell am I saying and nathan is really cute my friend thinks so too! Charis I cant find any cute backpack in thailand I'll try looking for them in hk haha yayyy :D 1:17 PM which means no more cheap internet servie for me to use. which means only free internet service which i can only use for 10 mins everytime and i only have bout a minute left haha wth! I need to check my a lvl chinese results i need to call someone bout cheerleading i need to call someone bout dance i got so many things left undone in singapore I WANT TO GO BACK, NO WAIT I DONT WANT TO GO BACK I STILL GOT SHOPPING TO DO WTH 30 SECS LEFT!! LL i'LL HELP YOU CHECK YOUR CAMERA THING RAHHH SOMEBODY IS BEHIND ME HE'S EYEING THE COMP HE WANTS TO USE IT OK BYE! Friday, March 7, 2008
12:34 PM Yesterday night ended with an awesome thai traditional whole body massage. I was just totally relaxing and letting her knead me all over whoo :D She used every imaginable part of her body to massage mine. Her knuckles, feet, the bone in her arm, ah it's just so cool. But my dad says it's not a good massage. He says the one he went all these years is the ultimate bestest, but they're closed for renovation :/ oh well there's no street stalls open cuz it's too early, went to this GINORMOUS super market beside the hotel. It's even bigger than the biggest Giant in singapore ugh ugh it's so big. I found tunic tees when walking down the street yest! it's not bad,cost bout 100 baht, i think. Which is bout 5 dollars sing? ah dont know. seriosuly everything is so cheap. gonna do some major shopping tonight cuz i din get to do so yest. Wheee! Thursday, March 6, 2008
8:47 PM This is so exciting. I'm in Thailand now. And everywhere I go I see trans. AHHHHH!!! HAHAHA BUT THEY'RE SO UGLY. Seriously I have yet to see any super hot and chio transv. WEIRDDD. I havent really started shopping though :( Went to pray (which is of course our main purpose of this trip to thailand), but becuase I'm having my menses, I'm not allowed to pray. Dont ask me why, I have no frigging idea. I saw all these stalls around the temple, and they have these TINY cages filled with 5-8 sparrows. It's the kind of thing whereby you buy from them, set the birds free and that's supposed to make you a really nice person or smth. But it's so cruel omg I felt so bad for the birds all cramped into that terrible small amount of space. EVERYTHING IS SPICY HERE LL YOU CANNOT COME YOU'LL JUST STARVE TO DEATH OF SMTH. Internet here is cheap! Well we almost get cheated by the hotel cuz we're stupid tourists. But then we decided to be smart and walk around to find internet cafe. 10 baht of 15 mins, 30 baht for 1 hr. That makes it about a dollar and twenty cents sing for an hour. HA CHEAP!! AH NO TIME GTG NOW BYE! Wednesday, March 5, 2008
11:45 PM I realized that everyone around me is very cute. Very very cute. I suppose only I myself would know what I'm talking about in some of the cases, but still. Nessa: (we walked along the aisle of Cheers, grabbing chips and junks for L change the world)... *GASP* (she stopped in her tracks) *a nasal-but-mixed-with-the-gurgling-of-a-baby voice* "It's Ben and Jerry's (voice trembles) Butter Pecan Ice creammm (purr purr)" Yes she purred. Lala: "Janeee you pung seh me tomorrow Thursday and Friday!!! Nghhhhhhh hrrrrrrrrr hrr hrrrr nghhhhhh hrr hrr hrr hrr hrr hrr hrr" Now you not only physically resemble a baby lala, you also sound like one. Haha :D Regi: (I said "Ahh Regi you're very cute you know!") "Really...? You don't bluff me k!" Nobody's bluffing you regi, you were cute enough already when you said that! Oka: "I think I like her." (a few days later) "I dont like her." (next week) "I like her but I think she's a ____" (couple of days later) "I dont like her". What the eff Oka you're so queer. HAHA! LL: (ah what the hell she have too many cute and retarded moments. what can I say, she's born a little whacked. Haha.) Jia Yin: (JUST PINCH HER FACE YOU'LL KNOW WHAT I MEAN.) Charis: "Ey read this part of 'The Vagina's Monologue'! It's damn sad I cried eh." That short story was 3 pages Nathan: NATHAN IS JUST TOO CUTE WATCH HIM POUT UGHHHHH! Han Lin: (plays plays plays) "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (on nds) is really fun!" IT'S NOT. Valerie: Poke her a little too hard and she might break. Haha my poor fragile baby Val. EVERYONE PROTECT HER! -------- With that, I conclude that I have really cute friends. [jaN3___*] 10:52 PM Heh I sound like such a bitch whoo hoo I like. As suggested by the title, I'm going overseas tmr! Got some praying to do in Thailand (which very much includes shopping and eating and massage and transexuals and all that), then it's back to homeland hongky tong. And finally homeland of father the Hai Nan Island (WHICH, for LL's info, IS part of China). After compiling all my friends' shopping lists, I wonder, DO I EVEN HAVE TIME TO COMPLETE THEM (not to mention I also have my own shopping to do). In any case, I'll try my bestest best, but if I somehow din manage to get all that you want, please still be my friend. If you decided not to befriend me anymore, that's still alright. I'll just come to your place at night while you're sleeping, stuff a char siew pao in your mouth, a red bean (or green according to your preference) in each of your nostrill so that you suffocate and never wake up. :) |
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