Monday, March 31, 2008
8:43 PM
Bitch - a woman considered to be spiteful or overbearing (haughtily or rudely arrogant)

THIS IS SO RIDICULOUS. I have never been so baffled by a person's behaviour before. You don't like me, yes, I understand that (I mean, same goes the other way round too), but to EXPRESS GLEE OVER SOMEONE'S MISERY!?

"Jane's crying."

"yay!"

"Why would you say something like that?"

"cuz I dont like her."

That is WAY childish. I mean, that's not even NORMAL HUMAN REACTION. That is unless you HATE ME TO THE CORE, SO MUCH SO THAT YOU'LL JUMP WITH JOY EVERY TIME SOMEONE ACCIDENTALLY STEPPED ON MY FOOT OR SMTH. But I know you dont hate me, cuz WE BARELY EVEN SPOKE MORE THAN 10 WORDS TO EACH OTHER. I DONT GODDAMN KNOW YOU MAN.

Which is why I'm wondering, WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY "YAY" WHEN I'M CRYING OVER SMTH, WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN YOU WHO WERE INFLICTING THE PAIN? YOU'RE JUST BEING HAPPY WHEN SOMEBODY ELSE MAKES ME SAD, WHICH IS, OMG WHAT CAN I SAY.

BITCHY???

I'm not out there to get you, you know. I'm not out there to make your life miserable, cuz number 1: I've got better things to do with my free time, and 2: I DONT KNOW YOU I DONT KNOW YOU I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU I DONT CARE SHIT ABOUT WHETHER YOU'RE HAPPY OR NOT WHAT THE FUCK I DONT KNOW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The only reason why I talked about you, is because:

I, am standing in a position whereby my good friend, HAD JUST RECENTLY BECAME YOUR BOYFRIEND, and I heard stuff about you. Not just from one person my dear, seems like quite a lot of people know about you and you dont exactly have an amazingly pretty reputation. IN OTHER WORDS, A LOT OF PEOPLE DISLIKE YOU BECAUSE OF PART (honestly I hope it's only PART of, not the whole of it) OF YOUR BITCHY PERSONALITY.

Well yes, my friend is obviously smitten by you, and I believe you're nice to him and all. But with the things I heard, I personally was rather worried about him and this whole relationship with you. If this girl can be so horrible and mean to other people, how genuinely nice can she be to him? Okay, she might be nice to him for now, but what's gonna happen when she stops liking him? Worse still, what if he did something that displeases her and she have all these little secrets about him and exaggerates bout them? He can wave his reputation goodbye then. Which is why I talked to him and asked him to think twice. But whatever decision he makes is still entirely up to him. Did you ever hear me say anything like:

"OMG SHE'S A SLUT SHE'S LIKE A DEVIL IN DISGUISE SHE MIGHT AS WELL BE WEARING HORNS ON HER HEAD, IF YOU GET TOGETHER WITH HER SHE'LL PULL YOU DOWN AND YOU'LL BOTH BE BURNING IN HELL. YOU SHOULD BREAK UP WITH HER IMMEDIATELY, BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP!!!"

Uh uh no I didnt.

Heard of MOVs and OPVs? He have MOV, I'm just giving him OPV. I showed him choices, I didn't frigging make the choice for him okay, what am I, his mama? NO. You have a well asked question dear girl: "who does she think she is?"

I'm not his mum, but I'm his friend, which is why I'm watching his back on all the negative possibilities in his life's choices. If I AM his mother, I would've delved straight into his life, meddle into his privacy and command him to break up with you immediately. But do you see me doing that? I dont think so.

So that should be clear, 1, I dont hate you girl, I just dont have a very good impression of you. I mean, you're not even POLITE. You didn't look me in the eyes when I talked to you and you talked back (never again was there a conversation between you and I after that), and you were HAPPY that I was hurt by somebody else. HELLO? WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS AND MORALS?? Ok and 2, I'm not some bitch who enjoys destroying someone's relationship and life (I've never even done anything to you, you know) for no reason, because all I was doing was looking out for my good friend.

Lastly, I have NO WISH to be involved with this matter that concerns you and my friend anymore. I have said all the advices I wanted to tell him, and wherever he chooses to go (with or without you), I wont interfere anymore. He's big enough to make his own decisions, and if he believes it's the right one, the right one it is.

In any case, it draining too much of my energy, getting all worked up over your immature and silly comments. You have NO idea how pissed I was with you when I heard how you were delighted over my pain. I mean, to a person you barely even know too. That just shows how well you were brought up. Uh uh, dont get me wrong, I'm not saying your parents did a bad job in your upbringing. But with the environment and the people you hang out with, things CAN go wrong sometimes. I dont know, you can go figure it out for yourself. If you're even thinking of changing, that is. If you're not, then that's just too bad. Because with that personality and attitude of yours, you're bringing yourself a whole lot of disadvantage in future (not counting the ones you already have presently).

So once again, I'm not going to talk about you anymore (too perplexing and you're not worth the time). You'll be as good as invisible to me. And I BEG YOU, to treat me as non-existent too. That's the least you could do, if you want me out of this lovely and genuine relationship of yours.

Good luck to you, AND of course, my good friend (your bf).
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