Friday, March 28, 2008
10:29 PM
There are just some things you cannot ever forgive.

Today would have been a very perfect day, if not for that fucker. I'm sorry to have to brand him with that word, cuz he's generally a very amusing, and a rather nice guy. But this time it was just too much.

He is the world's most insensitive bastard. He let me down. He looked down on what is important to me, and think what he did was just no big deal. He betrayed my trust for him.

I will never ever forgive him for what he did. I will eventually forget, but when I do remember, I'm still not going to forgive and say "it's all in the past, it's OK.", because it's just not OK.

He can look serious as hell, and tell a big fat lie right into my face. Where are your morals, and why be so fucking irresponsible to only tell me on the day itself when you could have done so eons ago. To make things worse, you LET ME FIND OUT THAT YOU LIED TO ME. AND THEN YOU GRINNED, AND SAID "OOPS. HAHA."

BUSTED,FUCKER.

The moment you laughed when the secret's out, showed just how much you cared about a person's feelings. You think it's no biggie, right? You think you can just laugh and get away with it, right? Wrong. You're just downright despicable to think that way.

Dont bother apologising now, because I know you don't mean it (well I guess you did mean it, hearing it from you today, but it's still too difficult to simply forgive and forget about it.). I'm going to be fucking pissed with you for many many days. If you're gonna read this, good, because if you ask me, I will repeat the whole thing to your face.

You really need to start working on your sensitivity.

Insert (29th Mar 08): In case you didn't know, what you did really was hurtful. It might be that your personality is just like that, but it doesnt justify anything to the things you have done.

I think all the "he cant help it but be like that" is crap, because he most definitely CAN help it. It's not like it's an inborn defect or something. I mean, this is obviously not the first time the whole sensitivity issue has happened, right? How many lessons must be taught before you can actually learn? You will go on and on, until the person just snaps and blow in front of you, before you realize that you've gone too far. But by then, it'll be way too late for you to do anything.

Sure, your apologies sounded sincere and convincing, but what the point if you're not going to apply the lesson learnt in future? Then it's just like you've never learnt anything at all. And that, will make you the biggest pain in the ass in existence.
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